Im 56 years old,lost my aunt,my brother in law,my dad,my father in law and my mom...(on mothers day. All in 4 years. My moms been gone nearly 3 years,my dad,nearing 5. I still cant even text about them without my heart breaking,and tears puring.Ive lost several animals in that same period of time. It feels like theres no coming back from all of this. Ive been diagnosed manic depressive,bi polar didorder when i was in my late 20's. I dont grieve well,and im to this very day...still not handeling this AT ALL. Thanks for reading.