Hey Ryan. Well this really sucks, huh? If this is not a normal kind of cycle for you, I'd say it's the meds. Don't know much about lamictal so I can't speak intelligently about that, but if you're going that far off the deep end then perhaps the cons are out waying the pros on this one. How long you been on it? Have you discussed this with your doc? you should if you haven't yet. I'm sorry I can't offer you better advice, but I feel for ya, that ain't no way to live Buddy! Hope you haven't punched anybody.

And for the record...it's a good thing my walls can't talk...they'd be calling a crisis center!

Keep us posted on what's goin' on. TgrsPurr.