Hey, Stiv, I'm not called "rational" very often (especially by my husband) so I'm going to print up your response & frame it! And maybe include you in my will!

Get the biopsy results on Mon. I did write a ranting/venting/"irrational" letter when the doc's office sent me a form letter for comments & how pleasant was your experience, etc., like how clean was the room , how nice was the staff.

My husband (research scientist & TOTALLY rational--drives me crazy) said to sit on it & rewrite it without all the emotion. The doc is a good doc, good guy, we just didn't take into consideration my change in meds as we should have & addressed it well before the procedure.

So, of course, I'm happy I'm "still here" at least today. Unfortunately, I have this disorder that despite meds allows me to go into very deep depressions (last OD was 1 1/2 years ago--but had been stable 5 years before that--hence the change in meds).

So all in all, a learning experience, for sure.--Suzy