i hear You, MatBell. Please do hang in there as You're a REALLY Strong Person And Will Certainly be Able to deal with this as Well. SomeTimes it does feel like the world has Something against us, right? In any case, Please do continue writing And feel Free to contact me or Anyone Else if You Need to vent. Keep trying Your Best! SEnding many Safe, Warm Hugs to BOTH You, @MatBell, Your Family, Your FriEnds And ALL of Your Loved Ones! Keep fighting And keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!