4 A.M this morning and I could not get comfortable. in a lot of pain and I was aching all over.

I am trying to find something good about today, and honestly can't find anything. I was asked if I wanted to see the switching on of this person's christmas tree, but:

- I hurt like I'm 103

- I didn't sleep or rest, or even lie down

- I'm anxious about zombies

- I'm depressed because my week has been ****

soooo no. I won't be doing that

even makes me laugh: I complain I've nothing to do, and when something comes up I'm too unwell to do it