I thought if I showed the emails people could help me better. There's nothing too personal in here...

I am getting the impression that I am doing little more than pestering you and your family with my continued presence. If this truly is the case, then I shall leave you all alone. I'm sorry for any of the grief I may have caused you, your sister or your family. I'm growing more and more annoyed by myself and it's obvious that I've overstepped my boundaries one last time with this new story. It pains me to know that all I've done is caused this nonsense. You should never have known me in the first place. Maybe then you're life wouldn't have taken such a turn. All I've caused is pain and that hurts.

All I ask is that you return my story to me and accept my one final gift; a book. It might help you write or not. You can keep Revelation of the Artist and return Serenity to me but burn Madman's Diary. I'm so sorry for all of this. It was never my intention. As the classic Beatles song goes "There will be an answer, let it be..."

If this truly is goodbye, then all I have to say is sorry. I know you don't love me, so I won't bother saying it. It makes me cry...

So long Mandy and you have my deepest apologies for this whole mess,

Philip

Jenn,

I'm so sorry for all that I've done to you in the past. You don't deserve it and it's all my fault. It always wrong of me to intrude on the lives of you and your sister and I'll leave now. I guess it's like that Beatles song "Let it Be." That's what I should have done from the start and I didn't do it. I'm so stupid for it all...

I know that you hate me and have for quite some time. I don't blame you. I'm very loathsome. That story most likely did not help. Just so you know, I don't have romantic feelings for you and am not obsessed, even though that's what I've led you to believe with that %#@&#! %#@&#!. Sorry...

All you have to do is return Serenity is Dead to me and keep Revelation if you want. Burn the other one and any trace of me. I just have one last gift for you and your sister, a book that will help you write. Don't remember me and don't talk about me in the future. My plague is gone. This is the last time I will communicate with you or your sister unless one of you contacts me, which you shouldn't. I sent her an email too. Everyone will be happier when I'm gone. I'm not going to kill myself though. I still have at least a few more years in me before I die.

Again I can only offer my deepest apologies. This is not a joke and please don't take it as one. Tell your sister that too. I'm going because you both want me to go and I'm not that stupid.

I wish you happiness,

Philip

I think they hate me and are conspiring against me. I don't know how to approach them again. Help!