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Originally Posted by Desoxyn
I wasn't bullied into a diagnosis. That's not what happened at all. I was seeking help and definitely had a light form of autism and severe agitation, disorganized thoughts at least. I've had mental illness since I was a kid.
Then again I have no idea but I'd rather not think about it and just continue with my life.
I stayed awake for 36 hours yesterday and was at the restaurant table and my mom was like "Are you OK?". I felt literally like my cognition was like I wasn't taking meds and I was paranoid. I'm glad that I don't feel like that all the time.
I'm very grateful that I function well on meds - I wish I could stop taking them but I tried and I just get really agitated to the point where I could cause harm to myself or others.
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Hello, Thank you for posting your experiences and I do sympathize with your unique outlook of the world, it can be a scary place somethings and at the same time the exact opposite, could I bold enough to kindly suggest it may be best to avoid triggers and be aware of what makes you respond negatively.
I hope you are looking after yourself, as this may be a more positive step, I can understand the childhood medical problems as I was born with minor defects.
So, got you there on that one.
Feel free to PM me anytime though, take care.