thanks... I am just so mad at myself.. because I am so addicted to sugar... and every time I do this... it means sweats... and just... grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr....

I realized that I am going to have to talk to T... and find some coping ways... she is gone to another state during the winter... so now that she is back.... it is harder to control.. having contact..

a phone.. you can not answer...but... it is harder.. when friend is able to stop by house....