geekgirl....

Thanks for your comments. I am starting to feel better and I am more productive. Furhter, I have addressed a couple of sticky problems that have been lingering so that feels good to have them out of the way. My therapist thinks that once I start addressing the messes I have to take care of that my depression will lift. This is hte same thing that a former therapist said, but I changed as I don't think my last herapist was forceful enough with me. Admittedly I need a swift kick in the *** sometimes.

I am doing the best I can to keep busy. otherwise I would go nuts. And, when I am totally honest with myself I know that my ex girlfriend was not ready for a relationship either. She had all these issues associated with her marriage, self estemm issues and was in limbo. I guess what aggrevates the hell out of me is that she portrays the situation like it was 100% on my shoulders as a result of my depression. Well, I think that no relationship, especially one that is longer term is all that black and white.

Thanks again for your comments and kind words.