i am So Sorry that You're going through ALL of this, Trying! Please Be Kind to Yourself. fgighting against our fears is certainly tough but it can be done, And i do Believe You have Absolutely enough Strength to push Forward, my FriEnd! SEnding many Safe, Warm Hugs to BOTH You, @Trying to heal, Your Family, Your FriEnds And ALL of Your Loved Ones! Keep fighting And keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!