Thank you all so much for your kind words and advices. It is hard for me to accept that there are strangers so far from me that care more for me than the people who are in my physical reality, however here it is as such before me. It feels so odd that you kind people all think I am worthy of your help and your time. I honestly have no idea how to process that right now, but I am deeply grateful.

I am trying very hard to make it through another day and another hour, hoping I have the strength to carry on. In a way these few messages have helped me get through the next hour