My dreams have started up again..except now not only is my grandmother there but there are also broken cars, tornados, and demolished houses. I feel so jittery..everything makes me jump..yet I am numb. I don't know why all of this is getting to me so bad..I'm lucky my family my house is safe..but I'm really sensitive to others feelings and conditions. Just seeing all the houses plus the flashbacks to the accident where getting worse before the natural disaster. They do this time of year..and will proceed to get worse as July makes it's way up the calander..I'm just needing some support and comfort right now..I feel so stupid..I feel so nauseauated..my chest hurts.