I am a complete physical and mental mess. I was filling out paperwork for 2 hours for the outpatient program and I was freaking out because I couldn’t fill it out right, and I kept screwing up the dates and then I had to send them through email which involved taking a lot of pictures. I can’t walk in a straight line and I’m shaking and sweating really badly. My stomach is on fire because of the eggs and English muffin I had at 11 like I don’t know if the eggs went bad but I feel like they did something to me. But I am just such a mess. My hair is a frazzled mess from running my fingers through it out of frustration. I feel like I should see a neurologist based on this change in physical and mental behavior. I can’t talk to my therapist and I’m in bed right now still shaking and feeling sick. Even my mouth has a tremor.