hello recluse1! Hope you are doing good. Want to tell you thank you so much for your post and the warmth and prayers it contains. WE definitely need all the prayers we can get right now, and i do believe they're beginning to help. Had more troubles last night ( ie. hubby issue and TRIGGERS) so again no sleep but i'm pretty used to that. Talked to a prospective T on Wed. who assured us was going to call again on Friday. Friday came and went and the phone call never did. Disappointed but hoping maybe he'll call Monday. Getting more and more frustrated and agitated, can't sit still today...Still ain't interested in beads and am supposed to do an art show the 17th. Definitely not good either because i've got orders and stuff i'm supposed to be working on . But right now i just don't hardly care enough to be able to do anything about it. Very unmotivated but trying to smile ( even though i don't really know why)........