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Originally Posted by wolftrap
Does your husband understand bipolar, and that when you are manic you may say or do things you would’t normally do? I’ve certainly had my fair share of behaviors that destroyed both personal and professional relationships. Reading between the lines, it sounds like you understand what you said and why you said it. Perhaps he might better accept and move past the’what’ if he better understands the ‘why’?
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Maybe I can focus on the why... I did tell him that my mind was running too fast and that I thought he was trying to control me when he was trying to help me. He just doesn’t understand how I could hurt him or say things about him. He also found out that I reached out to an old guy friend of mine and that hurt him too. He lives in California and I’m in Texas so he knows I didn’t meet up with him, but he still holds that against me too. I just don’t know if there’s anything I can say or do that will help him love me again. He stopped loving me and that’s the hardest part of this..... he said he still loved me when we started getting back together and I’ve been staying at his apartment but he doesn’t act like it and has slowly stopped telling me, then we had that talk last night.... so I feel like I’ve lost him.... 😢