Been feeling it coming for a week boom its arrived. So horny which isn't really like me. I met up with a guy last night. Now I have guilt feeling. I woke up at 3am by 6am I have been crying, self harming, trying to get the point across how guilt I feel. I don't understand why I'm like this. The guy in question is older, we were close to having sex.... it was and I am disgusted in myself