Feeling a little better today. Not only did I talk to T but I had texted former T and former T texted me back. I knew she would understand and she did, totally! It was so good to hear from her.


I am glad I didn't give into the urges. I am glad I was able to stay strong, though it wasn't me that stayed strong but my support team who supported me through it. Without them I wouldn't have made it one more day and each day adds up. Slowly but surely.