|
Dec 09, 2020, 07:12 PM
|
|
|
|
Member Since: Jul 2019
Location: Downtown Vibes, California
Posts: 15,701
|
|
Quote:
Originally Posted by Moose72
I talked with Caleb today. We got talking about mental health and me. He made the observation - (keep in mind that we talk almost every day for a couple hours)- that when I'm unwell, I don't want to get better. That I'd rather just be sick. Interesting? Maybe I don't have the vision to see that I'm sick or maybe I just don't want to believe that I'm having an episode. What do you think? Do you do this too?
|
Well, if I'm depressed I definitely want to get better. If I'm manic...initially, I believe my own manic mind. I don't think there's anything to "get better" from. It seems to me that there's something wrong with others, not me. I feel like I have special powers and abilities - and the world is brighter and more beautiful! When things start going out of control (especially if I'm angry and fighting everybody, or I'm delusional), then I want to get better.
__________________
|