Dec 09, 2020 at 09:42 PM
I'm feeling sad tonight. My youngest sister A hasn't talked to me in months. We had an argument over Trump and Covid. She said horrible things. I tried to stay calm but I ended up saying something hurtful. I apologized. It was too late. My sister blocked me. She won't even respond to emails. I tried to patch things up. I sent her a Christmas gift over the weened. I had a really nice note attached. She still won't talk to me. I feel hurt that she isn't more understanding. I feel like she hates me. I know she blames me for something that happened 30 years ago. She threw it in my face back in March. But it was never my fault. It was not something I did or didn't do. In a way I am angry. She's emotionally immature. I guess I just have to let it go. There's nothing else I can do.
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