Please keep yourself safe. Quitting the meds is NOT a good idea, I think everyone would agree on that, but if you are suicidal, please call someone, or talk to someone that you trust. I know you're having a very hard time right now but there are people here that are willing to try and offer you some help.

All else fails, visit the ER.....just do what you must to stay safe.

Many blessings,
Kimberly.