I phoned my therapist this morning. She is still going to work at the clinic and I can still see her. Also I told her how afraid I was last week of her not being able to see me because I dissociate allot more then we had thought. She explained to me that was not the case and that we must proceed at a slower pace when discussing trauma. She also helped me come up with a plan if I need help during Christmas break and she is away from Dec. 18th til Jan 4th. Day program and a crisis counsellor will avalible at mental health clinic. I did not have this so good of support with my ex-t or addiction counselor at the same clinic. It's really good to have the support I need.