Thank you so much for sharing.

I was thinking today of posting somewhere about my rough night last night..... I have not posted

In ''reality''... I only have one ''angel'' in this reality who gives me the ''strength'' to endure very similar to what you are describing. Yet, some others and myself at times perceive me as far from ''heroic''...

mostly those ugly voices from the past. I feel that your post is both ''well'' written and that many will relate. This particular part of the forum has been rather quiet for well over a year. I can only speculate as to why (and I accept no blame...) I am sorry for the long rant, off topic too. Thank you for being brave enough to share what is really going on with you

There is no magic pill... I can so relate to this. I have posted more than a few times in this particular forum and someone has recommended ''meds''......

I find no fault in this, meds do help many with life threatening depression. However, personally I have such severe allergic reactions this is not an option for me.

In addition, I have been accused of being a ''whiner''...(and every ugly name under the sun...... not here on pc)

ok, maybe so.....





I wish you peace and healing, however this may be for you