The fact that ''they'' were so ''successful'' at abusing me and I could
because they kept ramming down my throat how undeserving I am of
Possible trigger:
any ''medical'' care.. or ANY sort of ''care''..... (''family'' and ''medics'' and others.. and i guess a part of me still believes them
why would I want to ... EDITED? I would rather
Ugh
forget it
sorry about the ''triggering'' post, please ignore me
hugs and respect to all


I do not think I'll be back to this thread (its truly nothing personal... just me and some... stuff