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Had a productive session with my wonderful therapist this afternoon, then an appt. with my pdoc. I'm doing best on my current meds than I've ever done, which is great - especially during this time of the year. She asked me if I'm having any suicidal thoughts. I told her that I do, sometimes, but won't act on them. Well, that's true. I'm sure I won't act on them. The truth, though, is that I'm having way too many sui thoughts, far more than I feel comfortable with. I think I am afraid to tell her, for fear she'll IP me. And what good would that do? Nothing.
I won't see her for 9 days. I'm kind-of kicking myself, wishing I would have been more assertive with her.
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