No, the reality is that I need Xanax XR 1 mg to function, but my pdoc keeps (unsuccessfully) trying to wean me off of it in various ways. I am to the point where I'm just like "screw it, put me on Xanax XR 1 mg, for now, I'll deal with it later."

I am so fed up with my pdoc again. I know he's not telepathic, but hey. I mean he should at least know to ask me about whether the Xanax XR controls my symptoms of anxiety well. I know it's about dependence at this point, but I think he should at least ask about whether it controls the really bad anxiety I have. I have really bad anxiety, and pdoc seems to deny that every time. I know it *would be better* if I didn't have to take Xanax XR, but I'm honestly thinking "why?"

Also, school is making me very anxious as of late and I cannot function in class on the lower dose of Klonopin.