What a day. I had group this morning. I was very active in it today. Not sure if I said the right things but I did talk quite a bit. Then for almost an hour after that I’ve been getting slammed with multiple calls and emails from nurses, Pdoc, and my case manager. I am so ready to be left alone for the weekend. I do feel like I’m getting the mental health help I need. I have no idea what’s going on with my physical health. My tremors in my hands are out of control and I couldn’t hang Christmas ornaments this morning because I was shaking so badly.

My mom and case manager are pretty sure my mental health issues are as a result of something physical. My mom said almost exactly what I said “your mental health doesn’t just get suddenly bad for no reason after being stable for so long”

My primary thinks my kidney function are not making my psych meds work properly. Pdoc wants to talk to him before changing any of my meds.

Regular T is still ignoring me and not helping out. My mom says she has her own set of issues and may feel responsible that I’ve gotten worse and not better while seeing her.