Do what you say? Any of it. Talk about how I feel. Deal with how I feel. Care about anything. Just, in essence - live. Oh dont worry. I am not contemplating suicide. My body will survive for however long it's intended to.

I guess that's all anyone cares about anymore anyway .. how long these fleshy shells that keep us encased survive. Doesn't matter if those things that keep us being who we are survived.

Tired of this world.

Go ahead hate on me. Tell me I am a whiner. Tell me I am just too negative. Tell me that I just dont try hard enough. Whatever.

Doesnt matter. Heard it all before. .

Really tired of this world ...