I feel tired no.I went to bed early last night,early for me, 10pm.I slept until 2.30am,got up and ate toast.Was awake for an hour then slept again until 6am.Then I cleaned the carpets.It was with dry powder,you sprinkle it over the carpets,brush it in with a brush and then vacumn.The carpets are much fresher and brighter and smell good.That activity tired me out so I am going to rest until daylight before I get a bucket of soapy water and wash the walls,skirtings,doors and light switches.Then after more rest,later this afternoon the plan is for me to do some ironing.I am actually depressed,keep busy distracts me from the emotional pain,and I want to get the house spic and span for christmas.I am not going to let things slide and come across as a slob.So in a way that makes me feel better about my self.Right now as I exerted effort doing the carpets it is ok to rest up for a couple hours.Especially seeing as I can express my negativity here on the forum.
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