Thank you wolftrap! I love reading your responses and completely understand. Some of the threads get very long and it’s too much when there are so many pages! I get lost too.

But I thought you did take care of yourself?! Well I used to always think I could take care of myself but since getting BP I’m not so sure. It takes so much more strength and courage that people just don’t get... and ya people who don’t have this have zero clue. I’ve had some people compare their depression to mine and I don’t think it’s the same. Plus it lasts way longer!! And I see them be able to do things I cannot do when depressed.

Hugs to you and it was nice seeing your post!