I didn’t sleep good last night. I fell asleep at 6 and I woke up at 10:15 in a lot of pain. I didn’t get back to sleep until 2:30. Then I woke up at 5:30. I didn’t take anything to help me sleep. Although I could have used it. I know I’m not supposed to. So I just dealt with my pain and sleep issues on my own. I did take a Tylenol which helped. Today I’ve been using this TV show I’ve been watching for 3 years as a major distraction all day. Then I turned it off and went to take a shower and the pain and nausea just hit me real hard. Now I feel like throwing up. I’m also kind of depressed but I’m not having any SI or SH thoughts. I’ve eaten today but not much. Today I just forgot to eat. I was so involved in my TV show I wasn’t feeling the hunger. I’ve had a couple Oreos, some goldfish crackers, a bowl of Cheerios and a weight loss shake and a 20oz Coke. I tried shrinking some hoodies and pants so I wouldn’t have to buy new ones. I guess my hoodie shrunk, not sure. I washed it in hot water and dried it on high. My pants fit the same. I am getting super skinny though I looked at myself in the mirror and noticed a big difference from the last time I looked at myself.
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