i am So Sorry for what You've Been through! i Don't really know what his diagnosis may be, but he certainly didn't treat You the way You deserved, that is Kindness And Respect, that's for sure! Please try to not give too much focus to that person. It is Over Now. i also Agree with seeing a therapist if You feel like it is necessary. SEnding Many Safe, Warm Hugs to BOTH You, @Lunatyc, Your Family, Your FriEnds And ALL Of Your Loved Ones! Keep fighting And keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!