Well it's nearly 5am been up since 2am.

Tried calling The Samaritans 7 times but it keeps ringing after 5 mins each time I give up plus I feel guilty as there are others who need it more than I do.

I have talked to myself, tired listening to myself

I have written thoughts down

Have written a list of symptoms 19 in total I'm aware of

I just need to talk

No-one is online unfortunately or fortunately for them huh!

Horny as still