I sent my T two insane emails last night. I wasn't even drunk, just... insane. I am not taking this semi-imminent dissolution of therapy very well.

4:36pm
I’m furious with you and you don’t deserve it and I hate you and I hate myself and

Possible trigger:

I just want to die.

F--- this. F--- everything. I never want to see you again.

8:19pm
T, I’m sorry. I didn’t mean those things.

What’s wrong with me??

C