1. How long have you been in therapy?

About a month with this therapist. 2 years ago I saw various therapists for about a month or so each - never lasted more than 6 weeks with one therapist.

2. What are your main symptoms, the reasons you went into therapy?

Recurrent depression since childhood, several suicide attempts, and impulsive self-destructive behavior. Went back now because I started to notice the downward spiral again. Suicidal thoughts, risky behaviors, self-sabotage of career, body, and finances.

3. What do you think are the origins of your symptoms?

I really think it is mostly chemical, that my brain just does not react well to stress. But could be partially due to my childhood - yes, my mother - not very affectionate parents, very controlling religion, feeling like an outcast because I left that religion. Never having many friends, constantly picked on at school. Low self-esteem and bad body image.

4. How successful has your therapy been?

Only a month so I know I have a long way to go. But I think the medications are starting to work fairly well. I have not been as deeply depressed lately, although my risky behaviors have continued.