Thanks, I wish the same. Maybe this week is the week I finally start moving forward, I'll just try to keep hoping for that. I'm not in the US, but I'm always a little vague about my location on purpose, because I'm afraid of deanonymizing myself.

Thanks for looking up those books! I agree that clinician-oriented books are usually the most interesting, so I think I'll start with that one. Intuitively I feel like it makes sense that stuck thinking is a part of BD. It seems like another example of the brain running out of control.