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I've started feeling a bit nervous, realizing that Christmas is less than 2 weeks away. 15 years ago (can't believe it's that long!) I was 4 months pregnant with my third baby (N1 and N2 were teens at the time). I miscarried. It was the worst event of my life, absolutely unbearably emotionally painful. Awful. The baby was due on Christmas day, 3 days before my own birthday. No one else ever mentions it. I don't even think anyone remembers. But I remember. I have not celebrated Christmas since that year. 2005. Every year at Christmas time I feel nervous.
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