Yes I brought up that to him tonight so hopefully he understands it more.

You are probably right, it does feel like my identity is gone and I’m trying to figure out who I am again. I think this whole experience will eventually make me stronger, I just need lots of time. I love writing also, so I was thinking maybe I could write a book about bipolar. I don’t know how many books there are about it, but I think some people would be interested in reading about what it’s really like from firsthand experiences. I was writing a book while I was manic, but when I’ve re-read part of it, it was too mixed up. I didn’t make a lot of sense in parts of it and jumped from one idea to the next as fast as popcorn pops. I had a zillion ideas!