I ate a couple eggs for dinner at 4:30. They caused this bad nausea. It was my first time eating since I had a packet of cup a soup at 2. Eggs and meat has been doing that I’m wondering if I need to go full vegetarian not by choice. Even if this sudden aversion to meat is a symptom of an ED I don’t think it’s good to eat food that makes you sick. Today I did ok. My side wasn’t too bad until I went 26oz, sorry for the tmi. Then I instantly felt the pain. My mom says going 26oz at one time is a lot. I have my ultrasound tomorrow morning at 8:30. I can’t eat or drink anything not even water starting at midnight.

I got out of my comfort zone and turned off the show I’ve been watching for 3 years that I was just watching repeats of, (something I’ve learned in the 2 days of group is that I can push myself to do new and uncomfortable things. I just have to really try) so I started getting really involved in Americas Next Top Model. I had been watching it just for the season with the girl with autism but now I am actually enjoying the entire show. But man does that show promote a lot of unhealthy behavior and ideas.