I felt depressed this morning and that time seemed to drag. At noon my sister called. For some strange reason I get a feeling that something's wrong with her. She sounds very depressed, sleepy, and unfocused. She tells me things are fine but I find it's hard to believe. I don't feel so good after talking to her.

In the afternoon so much happened. I went for a bike ride and got a flat tire. I couldn't fix it so I walked to the nearest bus station, which was quite a walk. It's the first time I had ever taken the bus at where I live. I was nervous. The people around me were very helpful and it all worked out well. After that I took my bike to the shop. I needed some work done on it anyways.

Right now I'm feeling depressed and alone. I'm dreading tomorrow because there seemed to be some personal tension last Friday. I'm still missing the friend I recently let go because he was all that I had. I don't miss the abuse I got from him. Also I miss the Jacuzzi at where I live.