Good Lord, that's all I've been going through since this pandemic started. It used to be a few days of motivation, then a few days of not being able to do anything.

I thought that was bad, but now it's more like two weeks I can't get motivated to do ANYTHING. Then a day or two I get sort of motivated.

I was so excited a couple days ago, getting stuff done again, feeling some hope. And now I'm super down, and been wishing I was dead for two days.

I've found no answers to this cycle.