I'm really suffering badly. This is ALL consuming for me. I am ruminating and I cannot change my focus. I have nothing going on in my life. Unemployed, alone and bored. I feel traumatized by the relationship and by what happened within the relationship - and it's all consuming. It's all I can think about.
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"Twenty-five years and my life is still trying to get up that great big hill of hope for a destination"
~4 Non Blondes
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