My mom and my first cousin have BP. All three of us had a connection to God while manic. My cousin said he felt like he was the next messiah... my mom said she felt like she was the Virgin Mary.... and I had dreams that were messages for me from God. I also felt like he was telling me stuff when I took showers. One was for me to text my principal at my school to tell her she was doing a great job.... another was a dream about a spider. I walked around my garage, felt led to open a box and there was a spider on it. I killed it and opened the box. Inside was a book about dreams... so I felt like God was sending me visions. It had a picture of a lock on it and I started finding locks all around my house. I also was writing a book and when I thought of how much money I could make I got this strange powerful feeling across my body. So I thought it was evil and I needed to dedicate my book to God. It was like I could feel the fight between good and evil. I was scared to tell my husband about it. I have a friend who believes in visions so I sent her a message about it and she believed me that God was sending me visions. So I didn’t think anything was wrong with me.