So I started a topic Hyper and Hypersexual and it sums me up completely.

But I'm experiencing voices. I have heard voices for years but not to this extent and never bad voices. They are now telling me to kill myself, to hurt myself and to run away as no-one cares about me. I'm really worried i am gonna do something so I'm staying at my Sister's at the moment. She knows a wee bit but not this side of the coin.

Have a screwed my life up by coming off the meds for 8 months? Is this God punishing me for as the voices are telling me I'm evil?

I hope I can take the meds I'm on but I'm worried ill not as the voices and my head tell me they are evil, poision, bugged etc

What can I do guys?