No!!!!! God is NOT punishing you. This is your crazy illness trying to kill you and cause misery. God treasures you. I talk to Him all the dumb time. Do not give up hope. He loves you so much.

Hyper sexuality has been a theme for me lately as I wait for my sweetie to get moved up here from Australia. I just long for her and it is quite difficult. daladico has helped me a lot with this. Hugs and love.