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Originally Posted by bpcyclist
No!!!!! God is NOT punishing you. This is your crazy illness trying to kill you and cause misery. God treasures you. I talk to Him all the dumb time. Do not give up hope. He loves you so much.
Hyper sexuality has been a theme for me lately as I wait for my sweetie to get moved up here from Australia. I just long for her and it is quite difficult. daladico has helped me a lot with this. Hugs and love.
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Thanks, I'm not really religious anymore was when I was a kid. But curreny singing hymns, looking hymns up on Google, saying prayers. But everything mixed in with the guilt is making it difficult to believe I'm worthy if you like. If I tell my team this they will think I'm crazy they already do.
If I have people with me all of the above is minimised but when alone its full blown and really scary.
I just want it all to stop to be honest