I am not sure if there is much ''point'' in sharing (anywhere) since I have been informed

a) I should be punished all my life since I have ''ruined'' relatives lives

b) I should be grateful at all times

(not by anyone here)

Due to being ******** I am unable to take ''the meds'' which are all that are offered here..... I have as yet not been coerced into involuntary coercive ''care'' which is what they ''offer'' in this forest to those who open up?

(Please do not suggest that I ''try'' this. It is NOT an option, I have done my research.....)

It is me who is the only crazy one.

Confused and sad

And I miss so many of the ''best'' posters here

fern, WC, bluebicycle, swimmingly and more I hope they are safe out there

I am still here

I am one of the ''worst'' people, anywhere (I have been told this, internally and externally...) Not sure I believe it.

(this is not about the situation in the world)