right now, I am upset that my treatment team can't seem to wish me a merry christmas or wish me happy holidays.

they can say yeah, see you next year, and we need to see if it's worth keeping you on because of lack of progress, (true story, though I guess), but they can't wish me happy holidays or tell me merry christmas.

especially after the roler coaster that's been 2020

well **** them. I don't need them to wish me a merry christmas anyway, specially if they are just going to ditch me like everyone else