i am So Sorry that You're struggling so badly! Do You want to share with Us what makes You think these People are angry at you specifically? Not wanting to doubt what You wrote, of course, just wanted to know if perhaps it is parly Your Self-Esteem making You feel this way? SomeTimes our mind can play tricks on Us. Are You currently seeing a therapist? SEnding Many Safe, Warm Hugs to BOTH You, @DarkMagician, Your Family, Your FriEnds And ALL Of Your Loved Ones! Keep fighting And keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!