i am So Sorry things are being so hard between You And Your Parents. Have You tried to talk to them about ALL of this And explain how this makes You feel frustrated? Perhaps they simply do not realize how much this means to You. Do You Live Alone or with Them? Give it a try Perhaps. Hopefully They'll listen if You make Them UnderstAnd. SEnding Many Safe, Warm Hugs to BOTH You, @LiteraryLark, Your Family, Your FriEnds And ALL Of Your Loved Ones! Keep fighting And keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!