Morning, Thought I lost this place!! I wanted to thank everyone for the replys. I was so suprised this morning when I saw them.
I see I am not alone in feeling this way. I think my Doc is well aware of how depressed I am, but you know what????They don't seem to bother with it. Just write down how depressed I am and hope it changes when i get a job.
I am going to go to unemployment Monday if I can managed to keep going and ask them if they have anything like you mentioned to me.
Because all of you are right, I do feel worthless, unable to get a job, so feeling worse about self. Just watching everything i have earned be lost and eventually my home..it is sick! You have to loes it all before anyone will look at you. I am 59, who doean't have money saved at this age?I have been out one year so far! If I don't find something by the summer I know it is over, I will not be able to continue living and paying maintenance. Ok, So Monday I will com back and tell you what happened.
Thank you all for helping me, for caring..I guess I feel like it is only me. And I know better but still..